The Thirteenth Realm
Sarah
looked over her shoulder at yet another heart-stopping sound, but it was only
the wind, ripping through the night with the shrill call of winter. It caught
the tips of her scarf and whipped them around her face, the flutter of cloth
scattering the warm plumes of her breath and momentarily blocking her vision.
She tucked them into her coat and looked around again. The lawn was deserted,
the few bare trees branching up into the starlight so that they stood out in
stark relief. Someone had hung ornaments on some of the lower branches, a
decoration which might have seemed festive on any other night but tonight only
seemed to clank ominously.
Tonight,
everything was suspect.
Catching
herself, she forced her gaze forward. She was probably crazy. She knew she was crazy, because what she’d
seen simply didn’t make sense. Coincidence could always be made to look like a
pattern if one simply held the pieces right. What was it Dr. Graden always
said? Paranoia was the same as hope for the fantastic – they both stemmed from
dissatisfaction with the facts. Still, crazy or not, it wouldn’t do to look
paranoid.
Especially
if she was right.
After
the frigid wind of the commons, the library seemed to blast her with warmth and
quiet and light. Nearly as deserted as the rest of the campus, the place boasted
only three occupied tables: a cluster of students likely studying for the same
test, a dedicated and slightly mad looking law student buried under an ocean of
horrendous looking books, and Benny.
Just
the sight of him had her sighing with relief. She hadn’t doubted that he’d come
– he was always there when she needed him – but she had feared…. She shook her
head and cut off the thought. It didn’t matter what she’d feared. Paranoia
again, she told herself. And there was no cause to be dissatisfied with the
facts. She just needed to understand them in a way that wasn’t absolutely
insane.
“Hey.”
Benny
stood and smiled, offering his softly spoken greeting well before she was close
enough to hear. His hands fidgeted nervously as they always seemed to do –
though she didn’t know it – around Sarah. They tugged at his sweater, pushed
his unruly hair off his forehead – where it just flopped right back, pushed up
his glasses, adjusted his bag on the table. And then he just absorbed the sight
of her. The lovely blond of her hair was something of a mess from the wind, and
her cheeks and nose were pink from the cold. But it was her eyes he loved the
most – especially when they were here. The dark green always seemed to catch
the golden lights of the library, so that the rust colored flecks around her
pupils flashed like a secret only he could see.
When
she reached his table, he realized she hadn’t heard him. So he said again,
“Hey.” And then his customary greeting, “How’s history?”
“Nothing
new,” she replied, but her usual response almost stuck in her throat. She
managed, “How’s the psyche?”
“Just
the right amount of damaged.” He grinned, loving the exchange, loving her
scent, loving everything about her face. When she barely managed a smile in
return, his faltered. “You okay, Sare?”
“Yeah,”
she replied absently. She was looking around the library as if searching for
someone, and his heart sank.
“How’s
Jason?”
“Jason?
Why…oh.” She was stunned to realize that, in the strangeness of everything else
that had happened, she hadn’t told him about Jason. The surprise was enough to
pull her attention back to him for the moment, and she sat, relieved to set the
weight of her bag on the table. But instead of unpacking it or moving it to the
floor, she pulled it close and wrapped her arms around it. “We broke up.”
“You…oh.”
He wondered if his face reflected his internal war between delight and
sympathy, and he glanced at the table. “I’m sorry. What happened?”
“Well,
let’s see. Thirty minutes after we were supposed to meet at La’Fontaine for
dinner, he called me to ask to borrow money. No mention of our dinner
reservations at all. When I asked him if he was planning to show up, he said he
was too drunk to drive.”
“Oh.
Huh.”
She
snorted, reassured by the normalcy of the moment. “I believe the word you’re
looking for is douche.” When he laughed, she continued. “The thrills didn’t end
there. An hour after I got home from my solitary meal, he showed up with two
sorority girls in tow and asked if we could share dessert.”
“Oh…huh.”
She
laughed outright. “I’m going to pretend that’s disgust in your eyes. Let’s say
that this time the word you’re looking for is gross.”
He
grinned and rubbed her back in commiseration. “Sure it is. Nothing intriguing
at all about the thought of you sharing anything with sorority girls.”
She
laughed and hit his shoulder. And oh, it really was good to feel normal. She
could always count on Benny, she thought again, and the warmth she felt lit her
eyes. Then she looked down at the bag she still held protectively close, and
the light in her gaze dimmed.
What
if she was putting him in danger?
When
she quieted, he pulled his hand away, not quite confident with the gesture of
affection. He waited for her to speak, but she said nothing. For no reason that
he could name, a kernel of worry wormed its way into his heart.
“Sarah,
why are we here? We had a no-dissertation pact for the holidays. You took your
last class over the summer, so you have nothing to study for. What’s up?”
She
looked through the room again. The group of students let out a startling round
of laughter and then glanced around guiltily. The law student was gone, his
plethora of books abandoned. No one else was near.
She
looked at Benny again and took a deep breath. “It’s probably nothing. I’m sure
it’s nothing. I just…I need your help with something. I found something. Or, at
least, it looks like something, and I need…I need you to look at it and see if
you…see what I saw.”
One
black brow lifted over his incredibly blue eyes, and his lips seemed on the
verge of a smile. On any other day, she would have been tempted to smile back.
“With
that perfectly clear explanation,” he said, “I’ll do my best.”
She
tossed another furtive glance around, and then she pulled the paper out of her
bag.
It
was thin, the disposable paper from a large sketch pad folded to fit in her
pack. She spread it out across the table, careful not to smudge the ink as she
smoothed the creases. And then she waited.
It
didn’t take him long. She knew the moment he saw what she had seen, and her
heart dropped and then began to thud. He looked at her, his usually cheerful
eyes narrowed with concern, and she felt her hands tremble.
“Sarah,
this can’t be right. Are you sure this is right?”
“Of
course. I checked the facts a dozen times before I even called you. It’s all
accurate.”
“Then
it has to be a coincidence.” He looked at the sheet again, his frown deepening
as he ran his fingers over the words. “It has to be-”
A
thud rang through the library, as if someone had dropped a book. Three more thuds
followed in quick succession, and then silence. Benny glanced around, suddenly
as furtive as Sarah, and then he leaned closer and lowered his voice.
“It
has to-”
This
time, a great creaking groan cut him off – the complaint of wood under duress, eerily
familiar and unaccountably ominous. Another series of thuds followed, as if
someone had pushed all the books off of a shelf. The echo of them made it hard
to determine their location, but a sense of premonition had Sarah glancing over
her shoulder. She could see nothing beyond the massive row of shelves at their
backs, but when the creak grew into a roar, she knew it came from somewhere
behind them. A thunderous crash seemed to shake the walls, and she could have
sworn she felt her chair tremble.
“Oh,
my god,” she said, and at the same time, Benny said, “What the hell?”
Another
groan, another round of thuds. Suddenly, she realized what was happening. She
looked up the shelf that stretched to the ceiling at their backs, a thick wall
of dense book and dark, heavy oak.
It
would kill them.
“We
have to get out of here.”
She
said it softly, automatically, the vocalization of a thought that was not
entirely conscious. And for seconds that felt like minutes, she sat unmoving,
her eyes staring at the books behind them as if she could see through them to
the nightmare fast approaching. Another crash – a much louder bang – and someone in that sea of
knowledge screamed. And then another boom
followed by a horrific crunch.
And
the scream was cut short.
Sarah
jolted. For a second, overwhelming silence followed that scream, as if even the
disaster itself paused out of respect for the sudden loss of life. Then the
thuds came again, and Sarah shuddered.
“They’re
falling,” she said. But her voice was too quiet, so she had to say it again.
This time, she forced the words out through lips gone numb, a jerky statement
that was nevertheless loud enough to get Benny’s attention through the din.
“Someone knocked over one of the shelves, and they’re falling. We have to move,
Benny. We have to move now!”
He
looked at her, and she saw the understanding click through his mind in the
space of a heartbeat.
He
always had been quick.
And
then every movement they made seemed to be punctuated by another resounding
crash. Benny stood and grabbed the paper she’d brought.
Bang!
He
grabbed their bags and her arm, and he yanked her around the table.
Bang!
He
shouted to the study group, “Get out of here!”
Bang!
She
wondered how many shelves were between them and the one that would crush them.
Bang!
And
then she saw, as Benny backed her away from that wall of death, that the shelf
behind their table was all that was left. She watched as the thing began to
tip, and the books began to fall – thud,
thud, thud-thud-thud-thud – and she shuddered. And a girl beside her
screamed, and a sob seemed to tear through the racket, and she realized that
someone had fallen beside their table. It was a girl, young enough to be a
freshman, lying utterly still beneath the monstrosity that was about to take
her life.
She’d
passed out, and she was going to die unless someone did something.
Sarah
darted forward, crouched low to the ground as if that could possibly prevent
her from being killed under the crushing weight of the bookshelf. As she moved,
she heard Benny shout, “Sarah, NO!”
And then she had the girl’s hand, and she pulled with all her strength, but the
girl barely moved. Sarah made a sound under her breath, a strange guttural roar
that seemed to harmonize with the groan of the wood, and she pulled again. And
then she saw someone grab the other hand, and she knew without looking that
Benny was with her.
They
yanked in concert, and the girl slid a few precious feet toward safety. The
bookshelf crashed onto the table, shattering the thing as if it had been built
with toothpicks. Splinters the size of fingers puffed through the air in an
almost graceful display, and a sharp stake of broken wood speared past Sarah’s
head. And then the bookshelf was down, stopped from crushing the freshman’s leg
by the small bit of table not yet pulverized.
They
tugged again, and the girl was free. Sarah stood, shaking uncontrollably, and
looked out over the rubble of shelf and book.
Someone
was dead in there. She’d heard them die. And if this had happened earlier in
the semester – or even earlier that day – more would have lost their lives.
Nausea welled within her, and under it, the terrifying fear that this had been
for her.
That
this had happened because of what she’d found.
The
horrible, skittering sensation of being watched shivered over her skin, and she
looked toward the back of the library.
And
there, watching her with the eerily flat expression of the soulless, stood the
law student.
He
pulled his sleeve down over his arm, and she realized that he’d covered
something silver that ran from wrist to elbow. He put a finger over his lips,
shook his head, and walked away.
She
had to go. She studied Benny for a moment – his perfectly blue eyes, his
adorably floppy hair, the kind face that had drawn her in the moment she’d met
him four years before. He was looking down at the freshman in concern, and she
suddenly wished she could kiss him. Not a kiss of passion, but not entirely a
kiss of friendship, either. He was special to her, she suddenly realized, in
ways that she hadn’t even begun to understand. Because of that, she had to
leave him behind.
As
other students rushed over to help, Sarah silently backed away. When she was
clear of the crowd, she picked up the sheet of paper that had started all of
this, and for a moment, she considered destroying it. Burning it, shredding it
– whatever it took to get this to stop. But she knew that wouldn’t be enough.
The paper wasn’t the problem; she
was. Because she knew what they didn’t want her to know. She looked at Benny
again and told herself that he was safe. He didn’t know enough to be a threat
to them.
And
she was going to keep it that way.
She
left the library without a backward glance. The cold hit her face like a sheet
of ice, but the chill was welcome after the shimmering heat of panic and sick.
It cooled her mind, cleared her thoughts, and she stopped on the lawn of the
commons to plan her next move.
“What
in the hell do you think you’re doing?”
Sarah
jumped and turned around to see Benny striding after her, angrily tugging his
jacket on with one hand while he held his bag in the other. With a grunt of
frustration, he tossed his pack toward her, where it landed with a thud at her
feet. He finished pulling on his jacket and just stopped, hands on his hips and
a murderous glint in his eye.
“You
think you can just walk away after that?”
“Benny…”
She looked over his shoulder, where campus security was already pulling up to
the old marble building. “You should stay and help. You know you’ll feel guilty
if you don’t. I have some things I need to take care of.”
He
just looked at her for a moment, and the expression on his face had her stomach
twisting. She realized he was disappointed in her, and defensiveness put her
back up. But before she could attack, he asked, “You really think I’m buying
that?”
And
she just exploded. “You don’t understand what’s happening here, Benny!” Terror
made her voice shake, but fury strengthened it. “They’re coming after me! I’ve
found something that someone didn’t want me to find, and now they’re coming
after me. And I won’t have you put in the middle. I won’t put you in danger
that way.”
She
watched, fascinated despite herself, as a vein began to throb at his temple.
“You think I don’t know that?” he asked. “What is it about me that makes you
think I’m that much of a fu-.” He cut himself off and took a breath. “Either
you think I’m an idiot or a coward. Tell me which one it is so we can deal with
it and get on with whatever the hell is happening here.”
Stunned,
she realized that he was furious. Her sweet, gentle, patient Benny looked like
he wanted to smash something. Completely unsure of how to handle this side of a
man she’d thought she knew better than anyone else, she could only say quietly,
“Neither. I…I don’t think you’re an idiot or
a coward.”
He
studied her for a moment longer, and the tension in his shoulders seemed to
release slightly. When he nodded curtly, she realized he was still angry. “Now
that that’s settled, come on. I think I know someone who can help.”
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* * *
The
bar was narrow and dark, the kind of place where career drinkers build their
resume. There were two old men arguing in the back corner, and a middle-aged woman
of questionable reputation sitting at the bar. Just after Sarah and Benny
walked in, the door behind them opened again and a group of giggling undergrads
piled in on a rush of cold air. They stopped, took one look around the bar, and
filed right back out without a word spoken between the four of them. Sarah
lifted a brow and turned to Benny, but he was already walking up to the prostitute.
“Hey,
Mary,” he said as he leaned against the grungy wood. “How’s it going today?”
She
gave a mock shiver. “It’s a cold day to work outside, Benny-boy. Might just
take the night off.”
“Yeah.
You get dinner yet?”
She
smiled and patted his cheek. “Yeah, sweetheart. Don’t you worry about me.”
“Alright.”
Benny glanced at the men in the corner and then, though he knew no one else was
here, gave the whole bar another sweep. When his gaze landed on Sarah, looking
so out of place in this hole in the wall and utterly confused as to why they
were here, he sighed.
“You
finally bring us a girlfriend?”
“No.”
Benny thought of Sarah trying to ditch him at the library, and he shook his
head. “No, she’s just a friend. Look, Mary, I need to talk to him. Have you seen
him yet today?”
“No,
honey. But I’m sure he’ll show up at some point. He always does.”
“Yeah,”
Benny agreed, his heart heavy and – though he knew it was unfair – angry. He
couldn’t help thinking that the one time he needed the old man to be in a bar,
he wasn’t. Benny pushed the thought away. “We’ll hang out a while and see if he
shows up.”
He
ordered two whiskeys and motioned for Sarah to follow him to a table near the back
of the bar. As they sat down, one of the old men said, “Hey, Ben, he ain’t here
tonight.”
“I
know,” Benny said. “But he’ll show up eventually.”
“Ayep,”
the man said and went back to his dispute.
Sarah
tried not to think about what might be on the cracked leather booth as she sat.
It was obvious this place meant something to Benny, and she didn’t want to
offend him by looking dubiously at everything she touched. It was for the same
reason that she took a big gulp of the drink he set before her, sending a
stream of fire down her throat and contorting her face into an involuntary expression
of baffled horror.
“What
is that?” she managed to wheeze.
Despite
himself, Benny had to laugh at the look on her face. “Evan Williams. Sorry,
this place isn’t has highbrow as the Crooked Pen.”
She
stiffened at the apparent dig on her favorite bar. “I didn’t realize the
Crooked Pen was highbrow.”
“No,
I didn’t mean…” Benny stopped and sighed again. In one night, it seemed he’d
managed to ruin the headway it had taken him four years to gain. “I’m sorry I
snapped at you. I just…when you tried to shut me out, it made me wonder if…”
When
his voice trailed away, Sarah forced herself to meet his gaze. He looked so
miserable, her heart twisted. Suddenly, for no reason she could name, she
thought of that moment in the library. When she’d thought about kissing him.
Having the thought now, when the threat of danger seemed a little less real,
made her flush. Still, something in her needed to know what he’d stopped
himself from saying.
“Made
you wonder what?”
He
met her eyes, that heart-stopping blue not dimmed even in the dark of the bar,
and her breath caught. But before he could answer, the door behind her opened.
His gaze went over her shoulder, and his whole countenance visibly hardened.
Sarah
glanced back to see who had caused this transformation, but she only saw a
drunk old man stumble in from the cold. He shout-slurred, “Gimme ano’er one,”
though he clearly hadn’t ordered anything here yet, and he scanned the room in
a manner that seemed oddly familiar. Just as Sarah placed it, her eyes widening
in surprise, the old man’s gaze landed on Benny. He grinned and said, “There’sss
ma boy, the docker.” He shook his head at the mispronunciation, moved his mouth
more slowly, and over corrected, “Dock-tore.”
Sarah
looked at Benny, who shook his head, downed his whiskey in one gulp, and stood.
“I’m not a doctor yet.” He turned to Sarah and said grimly, “Sarah, meet Henry.
My father.”
* * *
Between
the two of them, they managed to prop Henry up long enough to walk him to the
diner across the street. Benny seemed almost as well known there as he was at
the bar. Two servers and a line cook called out greetings when they entered,
and as they were piling into a booth, one of the waitresses walked over with a
pot of coffee.
“The
usual, Ben?”
Benny
shook his head, an uncharacteristically jerky motion. “Just hot wings tonight.”
“Actually,”
Sarah said as she slipped in beside Benny, “could we split a burger and some
fries?”
Benny
glanced at her in surprise as the server walked away. It was their usual order
when they shared a meal, but he understood that tonight it was also a gesture. Some
of the tension in his shoulders eased, and he looked at his father.
“Dad,
I need you to do something.”
“I
know, I know,” Henry mumbled with shame and regret. “I tried, Benny, I really
did. I’ll stop drinkin’, I promise-”
“No,
it’s not about that. We need your help, Dad.”
“My
help.” Everything about Henry went still, and he lifted watery, bloodshot eyes
to Benny. Sarah wondered how long it had been since someone had asked for Henry’s
help. By the change she saw come over him, she guessed quite a while. He took a
long swig of black coffee, and he said as clearly as he could, “What do you
need?”
Benny
hesitated and glanced around the diner. When he was sure no one was near, he
leaned forward and asked quietly, “You served with a man named Venquist once,
didn’t you?”
Sarah
looked at him in shock, and her arms wrapped protectively around her bag. She
thought of the paper still hidden inside, and a chill swept over her.
Henry
paled and set down his mug with a thud. “How do you know that? You shouldn’t
even know that name, Benny. How do you know that name?”
“Dad,
you told me. You told me a story about him. I need you to tell Sarah.”
But
he was shaking his head, his expression surprisingly stern. “I should never
have told you that. I should never have mentioned him. I was drunk anyway,
Benny. It wasn’t real. That’s what you said, and you were right.”
“Maybe.”
Benny pulled the paper from Sarah’s bag and spread it out over the table. “But
the name is real, Dad. When I saw this, I thought it was just a coincidence.
And then someone tried to push a bookshelf on top of us.”
Henry’s
eyes moved back and forth over the sheet, an ever faster motion that started as
a study and morphed into panic. His gaze seemed to lock on one spot near the
top of the page, and his finger tapped there restlessly. Then he looked at
Sarah with wild eyes. “You did this?”
When
she nodded hesitantly, he seemed to freeze with an odd, old man kind of
tremble. Then he snapped out of it and ran his hands over his face. “Put that
thing away,” he said.
“Dad-”
“I’ll
tell her. Just put that damn thing away before someone sees it.”
And
he began to talk. As he did, the server brought their order. The caffeine from
the coffee woke Henry up a little bit. The combination of fat and protein from
the wings absorbed the alcohol still in his system. Between those and the
story, he was soon sober enough to wish for another drink.
“You
had it in there,” he said. “Not the details, of course. But you were right that
he was there.”
Sarah
frowned, confused. “Where?”
“Vietnam.
I was eighteen when I joined the army. Poor and kid-stupid, and I couldn’t
think of any other way to make money.” He looked at Benny with haunted eyes. “Killin’
people ain’t no way to make money.”
“I
know, Dad,” Benny said softly, and something about the tone of his voice hinted
that he’d heard this before.
“Well.”
Henry looked at Sarah. “There was talk that they were pullin’ troops out, but
they sent us in. And it was a bloodbath, almost from the moment we had boots on
the ground. I didn’t know what I was doin’, and I got shot pretty soon in.” He
patted his side, where the scar from the old bullet wound still ached when the
drink wore off. “I ended up buried under a pile of men I’d met eight weeks
before, wounded but alive while my squad fell all around me. Driftin’ in and
out, couldn’t really make sense of what was happenin’. But I saw him.”
“Venquist,”
Sarah breathed, and she put her hand on Benny’s without realizing it.
Henry
shuddered. “Yeah, Venquist. Went by Ian then. Maybe he still does; I don’t
know. He was part of our squad, but there was somethin’ strange about him.
Somethin’…he didn’t connect, you know? He didn’t talk to no one, and no one
talked to him, and after a while I just kind of forgot he was there. Until I
saw him that day. Could barely focus for the blood in my eyes, but I saw him
walk into the middle of that battle as if no bullet could touch him. And no
bullet did. He pulled up his sleeve, had some kind of wide, silver bracelet
under there that ran from his wrist to his elbow.”
Sarah
started, remembering the law student, but Henry was still talking.
“He
pressed a button on that thing, and this blue beam came out from it. And
everything it touched just seemed to…vaporize. Just poof! into thin air. Killed every one of those men in seconds. And
all I could think was….Why did he wait? If he could do that, why did he let the
rest of the squad die first?”
“What
happened to him?” Sarah asked when Henry fell silent.
Henry
shook his head, shrugged. “He just walked away. Never saw him again. The army
declared him dead, and I never said otherwise. Figured they’d just think I was
crazy. Wouldn’t have changed nothin’, anyway.”
“How
old was he then?”
“That’s
the thing,” Henry said, his eyes coming up to Sarah’s. “He was Benny’s age,
maybe a few years older. Definitely not more than thirty. So he couldn’t have
been in all those places you say he was.”
“I
didn’t know he was in any of the wars themselves. It never even occurred to me
that he would be. That’s not what the chart is about.”
“Then
what?”
She
hesitated, but if they couldn’t trust Benny’s father, then who could they
trust? “That man was present at the declaration of every war I could find. For
the last three hundred years.”
“Well,”
Benny clarified, “not that man. That name, passed down through a family, I
guess.”
“No,
Benny,” she said, shaking her head. She pulled another piece of paper out of
her bag, this one a print-out of a faded picture from the 1920’s. “The same
man. This man.” She pushed the paper
forward, but she could already see by the look on Henry’s face that she was
right. “Is this the man you saw in Vietnam?”
“Yes.”
His voice shook, and the memories flashed through his mind, conjured by the
image of a man who should never have existed. He pushed the picture away with
trembling hands. “You’re saying that man, the man I saw kill more than twenty
men like they were nothin’, has been alive for three hundred years?”
“Not
just that. I’m saying he started every war that occurred in his lifetime.”
Henry
shook his head, and he looked at Benny. “Listen, kid, I know what I saw was
crazy, but this…. This goes beyond nuts. This is just plain impossible.”
Sarah
began to answer, but then something moved in the window behind Henry. She
couldn’t see what it was at first, but something in her, some instinct she
couldn’t have voiced, had chills racing over her spine. Suddenly, the movement
stopped, and what stood behind Henry came into focus.
And
Sarah opened her mouth to scream.
Almost
before the sound of her fear registered with Benny, the blinding glare of high
beams filled his vision. Somewhere in the street that he could no longer see,
an engine revved, and the roar was louder than any sound he’d ever heard a car
make. The window rattled in its pane, and one of the servers behind them
dropped a coffee pot. The glass shattered against the linoleum, spewing stale
coffee down the aisle. Sarah’s scream cut off with a click as her jaw snapped
closed, and then she whimpered something he could barely understand.
“It’s
just a car, Sare,” he reassured her, though he couldn’t quite bring himself to
believe it. The engine roared again, and the window behind Henry burst into a
million prisms that refracted the light from the car in a beautiful and deadly
array.
“Jesus,” Benny said. And then he
understood what Sarah had tried to tell him.
Venquist.
“You
saw him?” She didn’t answer, just continued to stare at the headlights now
framed by shards of glass. He took her by the shoulders and shook. “Sarah! Is
that him?”
It
was the warmth of his hands that snapped her out of it. Strange how she could
feel them through her jacket, as if the intensity of the moment had stripped
away all but the most essential of sensations.
She
didn’t understand what was happening here, didn’t know if they’d survive this. But
she knew that there was no time now to explain.
“Come
on,” she said. She grabbed her bag and slid out of the booth, pulling Henry’s
hand as she moved. On some elemental level, she knew Benny moved with her. On
that same primal level, she knew they were too slow.
The
car surged forward, its growl a chilling sound of triumph. Henry froze under
the white of those headlights, his hair frosted with bits of untreated glass, entranced
as the car jumped the curb so that its hungry grill angled up toward his
haggard face.
“Dad!” Benny screamed and dove toward his
father, sending them both to the ground.
The
instant before the car hurtled through the diner window, a flash of silver
shone beside it. And from that silver, a blue ring of light burst forth on a
strange reverberation of sound that seemed to pulse through the diner with
physical force. The ring of blue hit the side of the car, buffeted there for a
moment.
And
then the car flipped over with a great wrench of metal. It landed on its roof
with a horrendous crash, and the windows burst onto the street in tempered fragments.
The
headlights winked out, and then the lights in the diner, and then every light
on the block. And in the midst of all that dark, Sarah could still somehow see
the man standing on the sidewalk. He met her eyes, and this time he didn’t
bother to cover the silver cuff that covered his left forearm.
It
was the law student again. And this time, he wasn’t trying to hide what he’d
done.
Sarah
could feel the blood drain from her face. He took a step toward her, and then
another flash of blue filled the street, and he was thrown out of sight.
“Come
on,” she said again. She grabbed Benny, dragging him more than helping him up,
and they pulled Henry up together. “There has to be a back way out of this
place. Let’s go!”
They
made their way through the kitchen while the servers screamed and chilling,
otherworldly booms of power filled the air. At first she couldn’t find the
exit, but then a series of arrhythmic pulses of blue flashed against the back
wall, highlighting the door they needed. When they spilled out into the alley
behind the diner, Sarah looked desperately around. If they went left, they’d
end up back on the street beside the diner. So she turned right, and she began
to run.
With
Benny and Henry keeping pace, they sped down back alleys, taking every turn
that seemed as if it would put more distance between them and the diner. It
didn’t take long for each inhalation of frozen air to become an exercise in
agony. Still, when Henry held up a hand to stop and sank into the shadow of an
empty house, Sarah was reluctant to pause. She looked over her shoulder warily,
searching for some sign that the impossibility that had followed them to the
diner had somehow found his way here, too.
Benny
leaned forward, hands on his knees, and gulped in the freezing air. When he had
enough breath to speak, he asked, “Was that Venquist?”
“No.”
Sarah frowned and shook her head. She knew they needed to rest, but she couldn’t
seem to keep her feet still, so she paced back and forth in the dim. “When I
saw the car, my first thought was that Venquist was causing it, but I didn’t
see him.”
Benny
frowned at her phrasing. “Causing what? Are you saying he was causing whoever was driving that car to
aim it for us?”
“Benny,
the car was empty.” When he just stared at her, she threw her hands into the
air. “I know it sounds crazy, but there was no one in the car. That thing drove
itself into position, and then it tried to drive itself into the diner.”
Benny
hesitated, but one of his brows rose into what she’d always affectionately
called his Look of the Skeptic. Affectionately, that was, until now.
“I
know what I saw,” she snapped.
He
held up his hands in a gesture of peace and sat down beside his father. When
Sarah continued to eat up the ground at their feet, he grabbed her hand and
tugged. At the touch, Sarah stilled and took a small breath. It was his warmth
again, she thought. His calm assurance settled her thoughts enough to allow her
to rest. She sighed and sat before he and Henry so that they formed a triangle,
but she didn’t let go of Benny’s hand. She needed his warmth for a little bit
longer.
She
didn’t notice the look he gave her when she held on.
“I
didn’t see Venquist,” she explained slowly. “But…I saw someone else. When I
walked into the library tonight, there was a law student sitting near you. Did
you see him?”
He
frowned and shrugged. “Maybe. Yeah, I guess. Why?”
“After
the bookshelves fell, I looked back to where they’d started to come down. He
was standing there. He had something silver on his arm.” She glanced at Henry. “It
ran from his wrist to his elbow.”
“Venquist,”
Henry said and visibly paled.
“No,”
Sarah assured him. “I don’t think so. This man looked different. But he saw me
looking at him, and he covered whatever was on his arm and gestured for me to
keep quiet. I thought it was a threat; that’s why I left. But he followed us.”
“He
was at the diner,” Benny guessed.
Sarah
nodded. “I think he’s the one who stopped that car from hitting us. That thing
on his arm…it has some kind of power. Like a…” She sighed in frustration. “I
don’t even know how to describe it. It was like a wave of energy came out of
the thing and just pushed the car over. But someone else was there, too, someone
I couldn’t see. They had the same kind of power, and they used it to push him over.”
When
she fell silent, Benny was quiet for long enough to make her fear he wouldn’t
believe her. But then he said, “He was trying to help us.”
“Maybe,”
Henry said slowly. “Or maybe he just wanted to get to you first.”
Sarah
met his eyes and shuddered. She wished the same thought hadn’t already occurred
to her. The fact that it had only made it seem more likely.
“So
how do we find out which?”
Henry
held her gaze for a long moment, and then he gave a surprisingly wicked grin. “We
ask him.”
With
that enigmatic statement, he stood, mumbled something about needing to make a
call, and wandered a short distance away.
Sarah
raised a brow. “What’s he doing?”
“Your
guess is as good as mine.” When she glanced over to watch Henry, Benny studied
her profile. Before he realized the thought was there, he heard himself say, “I’m
sorry I never told you about him.”
Surprised,
she turned back. “You don’t owe me an apology, Benny. It’s really none of my
business.”
He
stiffened and drew his hand from hers. “I understand.”
She
realized she’d said the wrong thing. “No, you don’t. Even if it’s none of my
business, I’m glad to know him. Benny…” She struggled to find the right words,
and finally she decided that she couldn’t plan what she needed to say. She had
to just say it. “I want you safe, maybe more than I want anything else right
now. But…I’m really glad you’re here.”
He
tilted his head, and his fingertips brushed lightly against her cheek. When he
pulled them away, they were dotted with blood. “You’re cut. The glass from the
window, I guess.”
Something
in his gaze made her heart trip, and suddenly she found it hard to draw in a
breath. “Benny…”
“Alright,”
Henry closed his old flip phone with a snap as he walked up behind them. The
sound made Sarah jump, and she realized she’d leaned embarrassingly close to
Benny. She pulled back, face hot, and rose quickly to her feet. “We’re ready to
roll, kids. Let’s move on out.”
“Wait,”
Sarah said. “What are we going to do?”
“First,
we’re gonna figure out what the hell it is that they want. And then,” Henry added
with a dangerous glint in his eyes, “We decide if we’re gonna let ‘em have it.”
* * *
There
was something almost reassuring about walking down the dark, deserted road in
the middle of nowhere, especially with Henry walking protectively several feet
ahead. It was the dairy farms that did it. For miles now, nothing had been on
either side of them but wide open spreads of grazing land. The space and the
quiet made it seem as if nothing could sneak up on them, and it was the first
time Sarah had felt such since she’d discovered Venquist’s unbelievable secret.
As
if he knew the direction of her thoughts, Benny asked, “How did you find out
about all this? It’s nowhere near your area of study. Why were you even looking
into who was in what war?”
“I
wasn’t. I was just minding my own business, trying to honor our no-dissertation
pact.” She bumped his shoulder with hers, trying to elicit a smile, but he was
still too worried to oblige. When he instead took her hand in his, her heart
did a little flip in her chest. Suddenly warm, even in the harsh wind, she
continued, “I got a package in the mail yesterday morning. Well,” she corrected
as she checked her watch, “the day before yesterday.”
He
felt a chill at the thought of her receiving something that had brought her
into this kind of danger, and his unclaimed hand clenched into a fist in
response. “What was in it?”
“That
picture I showed your dad. Four more of the same man, but at first I thought
they couldn’t possibly be real. Standing over the body of Franz Ferdinand,
dining with Hitler in 1934. With Khrushchev in ’62, and then three weeks later
with JFK.” At his questioning look, she added, “Cuban Missile Crisis. He was
there, and that time he was fueling both sides. Probably not the first time
he’d done that,” she mused. “Anyway, there was a note with them that just said
‘Venquist.’ It was bizarre enough to catch my interest, so I started looking
into it. And the same name kept popping up. In every major conflict I could
find in the last three centuries, he was there. And then the fire happened, and
that’s when I called you.”
“Wait
a minute. What fire?”
She
shook her head when she realized she hadn’t told him about that, either. How bizarre
was it that an electrical fire was the least strange thing that had happened to
her that night? So much so that she’d forgotten to even mention it to her best
friend.
“It
was the bedroom outlet again, but I wasn’t in there when it started. My desk
was too small to hold everything I was finding. I was in the process of moving stuff
to the kitchen when I smelled smoke. By the time I got in there with the
extinguisher, everything on my desk was ruined. The laptop, my notes, the other
photos. All I had left was what I’d already moved.”
He
frowned. “I thought you had that outlet replaced last month. Don’t you think it’s
strange that it would crap out on you like that?”
“Well…”
She remembered what she’d thought she’d seen. At the time, she’d convinced
herself she was being paranoid. But now… “Maybe it’s not so strange. I thought
I saw Venquist, Benny. I’m not sure, because I was too busy trying to get that
little clip off of the fire extinguisher to look closely, but…it looked like
him. Just for a second, and then he was gone.”
“Jesus.”
He stopped and just stood for a moment, as the rage began to build within him.
When he looked at Sarah, his eyes were ice in the moonlight. “That’s two
attempts on your life. Two times he’s tried to kill you. I swear to you right now, Sarah. He’s not going to get
away with it.”
Her
heart rate picked up speed at the look in his eyes, but any response she might
have made was cut short by the sound of a distant engine. They looked down the
road in time to see a pair of headlights rounding a curve toward them.
“Shit,”
Benny said, even as Sarah was pulling him toward the shallow ditch lining the
side of the road. But before they’d made it to the shadows, they realized Henry
wasn’t moving.
He
was just standing in the center of the road, arms outstretched, with a wide
smile on his face.
“Henry,
come on!” Sarah shout-whispered, even as Benny said, “Dad!”
“It’s
ok, kids,” Henry reassured and patted his chest with a loud thump. “This one’s
with me.”
The
truck pulled close, an old red and white pick-up with a deep, dented scratch
running along one side of it. When it came to a stop, a man with a grizzled
white beard stepped out and gave Henry a grin of his own.
“Henry,
you old bastard.”
“Jack.”
Henry stepped forward and clasped the other man in one of those man-hugs that
seemed to consist more of loud slaps on the back than anything else. Then he
stepped back and gestured toward Benny. “My boy.”
If
anything, Jack’s grin widened. “Benny,” he said and took Benny’s hand in a grip
that was surely designed to maim. “And this must be your lady friend.”
“Uh…”
Face warm, Benny suddenly realized he was still holding Sarah’s hand. He
dropped it as if it burned and said, “Friend. Uh, this is my friend Sarah.”
Sarah
flexed her hand in the sudden chill of the air, her palm still warm from Benny’s.
And for some unidentifiable reason, she felt almost giddy at his sudden and
obvious discomfort. The welcome lightness of heart shone in her eyes as she
smiled at Jack.
He
took her hand in a grip that was only slightly gentler than he’d used with
Benny, and then he turned to Henry. “We gonna get this show on the road?”
* * *
Somehow,
the night seemed darker in the truck. The headlights rendered anything beyond their
beam unknowable, and the unknown, Sarah realized, was what frightened her most
about this night. Then something Jack had said suddenly struck her as strange,
and she frowned.
“What
show?”
“Huh?”
Henry asked absently, his mind still working on what lay ahead.
“Jack
said we should get this show on the road. What show?”
“Oh.
Well.” Henry glanced around as if to make sure they were alone, though the
headlights had demolished his night vision. He wouldn’t have seen anyone in the
bed of the truck if they’d been at eye level. “It seemed to me that we have two
options here: go on the run, or stand and fight. It doesn’t make sense to take
a stand until we know what we’re dealin’ with, so that left go on the run.
Except they seem to find you wherever you go. And that’s when I realized what
we need to do.”
Baffled,
Sarah looked at Benny. He said, “We’re not following you, Dad.”
Henry
asked Sarah, “How did you get my boy to meet you at the library?”
“I
called him.” And as soon as the words left her mouth, she understood his train
of thought.
“And
you,” Henry said to Benny. “What did you do when you came looking for me?”
“I
called the bar to see if you were there.” As understanding dawned, he pulled his
phone out of his pocket. “You think they’re tracking our phones?”
Henry
shrugged. “Don’t know. Figured there was one way to find out.”
“But…”
Sarah had been about to suggest they destroy the phones when she realized what
Henry had done. “You made a call from Benny’s phone. You wanted them to track us here.”
“But
Dad, you just said we don’t know what we’re up against. Why draw them out
before we’re ready?”
“The
way I see it, we won’t know what we’re up against until we talk to them. And
the only way to get them to talk is to use leverage. So that’s what we’re gonna
do.”
* * *
Thirty
minutes later, Sarah stood in the center of the hanger, cell phone in hand and
her bag nowhere in sight. It had begun to rain, a slow, steady fall that pinged
against the tin roof in a rhythm that would have soothed on any other night.
Tonight, it only made her more nervous.
Tonight,
it seemed that the rain’s sole purpose was to mask the sounds of approach.
She
held her phone in a vice-like grip, terrified that she’d prematurely press the
screen and cost them whatever leverage they might have. A light slap sounded
behind her, and she jerked around with her heart in her throat. But it was only
a cat coming in through a pet door. Beautiful, sleekly black, and utterly
indifferent to Sarah, it circled the wheels of the Cessna twice before
sauntering toward the back office to find a place to sleep. She turned back to
the wide hanger doors.
And
he was there.
The
law student who couldn’t possibly be a law student. His sleeve was pushed up to
reveal the silver cuff, and the look in his eyes was unlike anything she’d ever
seen. Absolute calm, as if nothing in this world could hurt him.
And
perhaps nothing could.
“What
are you?” she asked. When he lifted his arm, she shot up the hand holding her
cell. “Don’t! It might not look like much, but I promise you it’s a weapon you
don’t want me to use.”
He
lifted both hands slowly, a universal gesture of peace, and he tilted his head.
At the movement, his eyes seemed to shift from grey to green, and a chill ran
down her spine. “I am not here to hurt you, Sarah.”
His
voice was soft, smooth, and strangely neutral. Not too high, not too deep. It
was an any-voice, the kind of sound she wouldn’t have been able to describe for
its singular lack of unusual characteristics.
When
fear lumped in her throat, she swallowed. “How do you know my name?”
He
smiled, an expression meant to reassure that was somehow only that much more
chilling for its success. Distrustful of that smile, Sarah frowned and took a
step back.
“I
will tell you that,” he promised, “if you tell me what you intend to do with
that phone.”
She
took a shuddering breath and allowed herself one desperate wish for Benny. “This
is insurance. I know about your friend. About Venquist. I’ve drafted an e-mail explaining
everything. All I have to do is press one button, and it goes to all kinds of
people you don’t want knowing about your secret. People in the government, in
the press. This e-mail goes out, and your little game is over.”
“Is
it?” He lifted a brow, and she thought he almost looked impressed. His eyes skipped
around the hanger, and his hair – which she’d been so sure was brown – suddenly
looked darkly gold. “And where are your friends? Did they leave you here alone?”
“They’re
safe. They have a copy of this e-mail. If anything happens to me, they send it.
But they haven’t read it,” she added quickly. “They don’t know what I know. You
can leave them out of this.”
He
smiled faintly, and though she was sure it was a mocking smile, it didn’t quite
seem like one. His head moved to the other side, and green eyes shifted to blue.
“It
is noble of you to try to protect them. Of course, they are already in this.
There is nothing I can do about that. But I swear to you, I do not intend to harm
them. I do not intend to harm any of you.”
“Then
why are you here?”
“I
am here,” he responded simply, “to protect you. My name is Lassett. I am a paladin
of the Twelve Realms.”
Something
about the phrase struck her as familiar. “What are the-”
A
terrifyingly loud screech of metal on metal drowned out the last of her words.
She glanced behind Lassett to see the side of the hanger rip away from its
foundation. In the space where the metal had been, she caught a glimpse of feet
and a flash of blue light, and then the wall of the hanger peeled up and back
as if it were a scrap of foil. Venquist stood beyond it, a grin on his maniacal
face that faded when he laid eyes on Lassett.
“This
isn’t your war!” he roared, and he sent another blast from the cuff on his arm.
This one pushed the rest of the hanger completely off the ground.
Behind
Sarah, the Cessna came to life, the whir of the propellers harmonizing with the
purr of the engine. Its door opened, and Benny called from within, “Get in!”
As
if in response, the light patter of rain became a torrent. The push of air from
the propellers was challenged by a gust that swept across the field, knocking
Sarah back several feet. Hail began to drop from the sky, one piece the size of
a golf ball cutting a line down Sarah’s brow. And then Venquist aimed his cuff
toward the ground, and rocks began to shoot up and toward them with a speed
near that of bullets.
“Run!” Lassett yelled, and he stepped in
front of Sarah just as one of the rocks came careening toward her. It sliced
through his side instead with an eerie tearing sound unlike anything she’d ever
heard. A pearlescent shimmer spattered from the gash and arced through the air
like a dance.
For
a moment, Sarah could only stare, but Venquist wasn’t done. He sent another
rock toward Lassett, this one funneled to a viciously sharp point on one side,
and the thing grazed Lassett’s temple. He staggered, and Sarah instinctively
caught him. And as soon as she touched him, she knew.
He
wasn’t human.
He
felt immaterial, almost buoyant in the growing storm, as if the wind alone
could carry him away. Venquist’s grin returned, a chilling show of triumph made
more pronounced by the glare of the plane’s headlights.
“Help
me,” Sarah said as she backed toward the door. “He saved my life. We have to
get him out of here!”
Benny
reached out and grabbed Lassett by the shoulders. Sarah saw the instant that he
felt what she’d felt, but he didn’t pause. He pulled Lassett easily into the
plane, and Sarah scrambled up after him. As soon as the door was closed, Jack
pushed the plane forward. Venquist lifted his cuff toward the Cessna, and as it
began again to emanate that light, Benny curled his body over Sarah’s.
And
then, suddenly and impossibly, the plane caught air.
“Shit!”
Jack muttered as the controls shuddered in his hands. He struggled to process
what physics dictated couldn’t happen, even as some corner of his mind
registered the faint blue light under the wings. Sarah looked over Benny’s arm
to see Lassett propped against the wall of the plane, one hand pressed to the
wound in his side. She looked out the window to search for Venquist, but it
took her a moment to find him. When she saw him, she let out a small, involuntary,
“Oh.”
He
was on his back, pinned under Jack’s truck and pelted by the product of his own
magic. But even as the hail rained down on him, he aimed his cuff toward the
plane and shot one last burst of energy.
“Look
out!” Sarah screamed as the blue angled toward them. Lassett opened the door to
the stormy sky and aimed his own cuff, and he sent one more defensive blast.
And
then he passed out.
* * *
Dawn
crested the horizon just as Jack settled the plane on the banks of the Little
Miami River. Sarah and Benny pulled Lassett out onto the grass, and then the
four of them simply stood and stared.
A
stream of iridescent white leaked from the wound in his side, but it didn’t
quite pool on the ground. Instead, it seemed to dissipate slowly, a gentle
glide of dust on the air, a beautiful shimmer in the delicate morning light.
“Is
it blood?”
“I
don’t know,” Sarah replied, though it didn’t quite register with her who’d
asked the question. She knelt beside Lassett and reached with trembling hands
to lift his shirt.
“Don’t
touch it,” Benny said in a near whisper, as if afraid to wake the being on the
ground.
“We
might need to clean it,” she argued softly. “Or stitch it, or…I don’t know.”
The
sight of the wound was even more shocking than the strange lifeblood. The cut
was deep and perfectly smooth, the edges of flesh so even as to seem fake. And
something about the singularly neutral
feel of his skin caused Sarah’s heart to flutter wildly. It was one thing to
suspect that this creature wasn’t human, and she’d certainly thought of almost
nothing else during their flight.
But
it was another thing entirely to be faced with incontrovertible evidence.
As
she pulled her fingers away, her eyes fell on the blood-dust. As if her hand
had a will of its own, she felt it move toward the stuff even as a part of her
mind screamed for it to stop. And then her fingertips were immersed in it, and
a wash of sorrow and joy and powerful lightness
filled her. She pulled her hand back with a gasp as tears welled in her eyes.
“Sarah?”
She
realized Benny had sunk to his knees beside her, and she buried her face in his
shoulder. As his arms came around her to soothe, she whispered, “He’s special.
He’s not supposed to die here; this isn’t his place.”
“What
do you mean?” When she didn’t answer, he pulled away to look at her face.
Cupping her cheek with one hand, he said gently, “Sarah, talk to me. It’s going
to be ok; just talk to me.”
“Benny,
that’s not blood. It’s him.” She
shook her head, and a tear dropped onto her cheek. “The body is just a shell,
a…a container. It’s holding him in place, and now that it’s broken, he’s
slipping away.”
Benny
looked down as Lassett as her words sunk in. And then he looked at Henry. “What
do we do, Dad?”
Henry
looked at Jack and then down at the body on the ground. Finally, he said, “I
guess we wake him up.”
It
took handfuls of ice cold river water to wake him. After the third shock of
wet, Lassett sputtered to life with a great, wheezing gasp and his chest bowed
into the air. His eyes wheeled wildly, their color shifting through the hues on
the spectrum with a speed fast enough to make Sarah dizzy. Then they landed on
her, and the color change slowed, and his gaze came into focus.
“You’re
hurt,” she said quickly. “We don’t know what to do.”
He
touched his side with an oddly slow, drunken movement. When he pulled his hand
away to see the shimmer of white that rested there, he shuddered. The use of
his cuff made quick work of the gash there and on his temple, and in a matter
of seconds, the wounds were closed.
His
eyes drifted shut almost immediately. Sarah thought he’d lost consciousness
again, but after a moment, he said without opening his eyes, “I owe you my
gratitude. You saved my life.”
She
let out a sound that was half laugh, half sob, and she said, “Consider us
even.”
* * *
Jack
rummaged through the plane for food while Henry and Benny worked on building a
fire. Sarah’s lips burned with questions she knew would have to wait for the
others. When Lassett aimed his cuff at the river and three fish floated up out
of the water to land gently at Benny’s feet, Sarah considered her restraint to
be of Herculean proportions.
“What
are you?” she asked him for the second time, once they were all seated around
the fire with the fish crackling comfortingly in the heat.
Lassett
repeated his previous answer: “I am a paladin of the Twelve Realms.”
Benny
frowned. “Do you mean the geography thing?”
Weak
as he was, Lassett still managed to smile. “No, although there is a certain
symmetry between your world and the exoverse.”
“Exoverse.
Wait…are you saying that the Twelve Realms exist outside of this universe? Or…”
“Or
they contain it,” Sarah guessed, picking up on Benny’s train of thought. “Our
universe is one of the realms, isn’t it?”
Lassett
nodded. “Very good. Your universe is the Twelfth Realm. Also known as the
Corporeal Realm, and sometimes as the Realm of Realities.”
A
rush of awe and wonder swept through Sarah, an incredible mix that left no room
for skepticism. “Which realm are you from?”
“None.
I am a product of the exoverse at large, a being with no beginning and no end.
I have only endless alternative states of existence.”
“Only,”
Benny said with something akin to distrust.
Sarah
glanced at him, but he shook his head and waved his hand as if to tell her to
continue. She turned back to Lassett. “You called yourself a paladin. That
means a protector, right? A guard?”
“It
means defender of a cause,” Henry supplied. He looked at Lassett with the same
distrust in Benny’s eyes. “What cause do you defend?”
Lassett
accepted a makeshift plate of fish and crackers from Jack, and he bit into the
crisp and flake of the meat before he answered. “I defend progress. There are
only three realms in which such a construct even exists, and it is the most
vital here. Everything within this realm requires movement and growth. When
these things are lost, more than life dies. Ideals, possibilities. Alternate
futures. I preserve the opportunity for their existence.”
“How?”
“By
changing what I can. By setting events in motion using the tools I have been
given so that the best possibility of progress – with all other factors
considered – is opened to the realm. The Twelve Realms exist within varying
levels of solidity. This realm, your realm, is the most solid, the most
corporeal. That is why I wear this.” He gestured with the cuff on his arm. “It
allows me to control all things of ultimate solidity – with one exception. I
cannot direct the bodily or mental movement of beings with conscious thought. I
cannot affect free will.”
“You’re
talking about humans.”
That
ghost of a smile graced Lassett’s face again. “Humans, among others. But as
Venquist has targeted humans, it is to you that I must turn for assistance.”
“Is
that why you sent that package to Sarah?”
Sarah
looked at Benny in surprise, taken aback as much by the accusation in his tone
as by the meaning of his question.
“Yes,”
Lassett answered. “She can help me stop him.”
“How?”
Sarah asked.
“No,”
Benny interrupted before Lassett could respond. “This is bullshit. You’re
telling me you’re some magical creature who can move tons of metal and heal
what’s basically a bullet wound with the push of a button, you can transport out of this universe, and somehow you
need us to stop one of your own? No
deal, we’re out. Come on, Sare.”
“Benny.”
She said it softly, and when he shook his head and started to rise, she put her
hand on his knee. He stared at it for a moment, that gentle touch that was so
new and somehow felt so natural, and then he met her eyes. “I understand why
you’re mad, and I’m glad you’re looking out for me. But I need to hear what he
has to say.”
He
held her gaze for several heartbeats, a muscle ticking in the corner of his
jaw. It took everything he had not to simply pick her up and carry her away,
but he could see in her eyes that she needed to do this.
So
his only choice was to stay with her and hope he could protect her when the
time came.
When
he nodded curtly, Sarah took his hand and turned to Lassett. “Venquist is one
of you?”
Regret
passed over Lassett’s face, clearly deep enough to cause even Benny’s heart a
twinge of sympathy. “Yes, he was one of us. A defender of progress, like me.
Somehow, sometime, he lost his way. And now he seeks only one end.”
“And
what is that?”
“He
wants to create the thirteenth realm.”
Sarah
frowned. “The thirteenth realm…. He wants to create another universe?”
Lassett
shifted against the tree trunk, feeling with some discomfort how the living
shell he embodied digested and used the fuel he’d consumed. “There is a story
among our kind that such a thing will happen. That a paladin will gain too much
power and control, and that wielding that power, he will produce such
possibilities as cannot be contained within the current realms. That these
possibilities will have nowhere to go but out and will by necessity coalesce
and then burst forth, generating a new and wholly different realm.”
Sarah
lifted a brow. “That doesn’t sound like a real thing.”
Lassett
smiled again. “It is…a myth, I believe you would say. A reminder to those of us
who guard progress that the product of our work might be beyond anything we’ve
ever considered or experienced. A warning to tread lightly, to know always that
we influence something far greater than ourselves. But, above all, it is a
reminder to not interfere once we’ve set events in motion, for progress has its
own end, and it is not for us to judge the value of that end.”
“And
Venquist took that story to heart? He believes that he’s going to be the
paladin to create the thirteenth realm.”
“And
that’s why the wars,” Benny realized, intrigued despite himself. “He thinks
that in order to create these uncontainable possibilities, he has to start with
wide-scale events. And nothing gets lots of people involved quite like a war.”
Lassett
nodded somberly. “Wars are the most evocative of events, to be used sparingly
and only when a lack of war limits possibilities to the extent that progress is
not only halted, but reversed.”
“Wait,”
Henry cut in, voice rough and hands trembling. “You all start wars?”
Lassett’s
eyes shifted rapidly in color, blue then green, green then brown, brown then
gold then black then blue then green. And Sarah realized that underlying that
change in appearance was a sorrow few humans could emulate. It was the sorrow
of a being that had sent thousands, if not millions, of men to their deaths.
Even if that act was for the greater good, for an overarching purpose that
transcended the life of one person, it came with a toll so huge as to send the
payer into irreparable moral debt.
“I
have started wars,” Lassett confirmed, but the words were unnecessary. His face
had said it all.
Though
she wasn’t entirely sure he deserved it, Sarah couldn’t quell the sympathy she
felt for Lassett. And so when she changed the subject, it was as much an act of
mercy as an attempt to facilitate progress of their own.
“How
do we stop Venquist?” She glanced at Benny and then back again. “What could I
possibly do to help that you can’t already do?”
“Perhaps
nothing,” Lassett answered. When Benny tensed, Sarah squeezed his hand to
signal patience, and Lassett continued. “Before, I told you that we cannot
affect any creature of free will. That holds true even of paladins, even when
those paladins have lost their way. But I have hope that you will be able to affect his will.”
Baffled,
Sarah frowned. “How?”
“As
a human, you are essentially a charge of Venquist’s. A being whose future he
has been purposed with guarding, to the extent that that future is likely to
promote progress. And I can assure you, your future is likely to promote
progress.”
Goosebumps
spread over Sarah’s flesh, but she shook her head. “I still don’t get how I
could impact his free will.”
“He
has attacked you directly. In doing so, he has violated numerous tenets of our
kind, but more than that, he has rendered you an oppressed. A being under the
care of another whose safety has been violated by that same caregiver. Under
our philosophy, the oppressed have been deemed those whose progress has been
hindered most egregiously and are, therefore, most in need of interference.”
He
lifted the arm wearing the silver cuff. Though he said nothing and touched
nothing on the cuff, the thing opened with an almost mechanical whine. Upon its
release, he slid it off and handed it to Sarah. The moment she touched it, a
buzz rushed through her body – the physical sensation of a power never before
felt by a human.
“This
is called a foil,” he explained. “It is normally only activated by the skin of
a paladin, but I have been told that in rare cases, an oppressed might be able
to use it. It is my hope that this foil will recognize your status as an oppressed
and will allow you license with its use. In particular, I hope that it will
grant you a license that has never been granted to paladins: the license to
affect your oppressor.”
Awed
at what she held, chilled by what she thought he was asking her to do, she
raised wide eyes to Lassett. “You want me to use this on Venquist?”
“I
want you to use that to banish him from the Twelve Realms.”
* * *
“Are
you sure you want to do this?”
Sarah
tore her gaze away from the cuff in her hands and looked up at Benny. He’d
pulled her to the side, out of earshot of the others, his face dark with worry.
And she was suddenly struck by the change that had come over him since all this
had begun. Or perhaps that part of him that had always been there, but that she
hadn’t seen it before now. She found herself taking a breath as a feeling of
heat swept her, and she had to clear her throat before she could respond.
“Of
course I’m not sure. But what’s the alternative?”
“Let
someone else do this,” he insisted. “Sarah, what he’s asking you to do…you
don’t know what the consequences will be. You might kill Venquist. I’m not saying he doesn’t deserve it, but have you
thought about what that would do to you? You saw my dad. He drinks every night
to forget the men he’s killed, and that happened forty years ago. This will change your life. Do you want that?”
“No!”
She let out her breath in a huff and deliberately lowered her voice. “No, I
don’t want that. I don’t want to get into a battle with someone who has
Venquist’s powers, and I don’t want to be responsible for sending someone to
their death – or whatever the hell will happen to him if he’s banished. But
that still doesn’t answer my question. What’s the alternative?”
Benny
opened his mouth, but he didn’t have an answer for her. He knew she wouldn’t
leave this to someone else; she just wasn’t built that way.
And
he would never have fallen in love with her if she was.
He
gentled his hand, ran it down her arm. And then brought it up to brush over her
cheek. Her dark green eyes seemed suddenly liquid in the shade, her skin made
delicate by the circles forming under them. She needed sleep, he thought. She
needed sleep, and safety, and that future Lassett had hinted held a multitude
of possibilities.
“Let
me do it.”
“Benny-”
“You
can’t wield the foil,” Lassett said.
Sarah
jumped, and Benny dropped his hand and looked over at the paladin in
frustration. “This was a private conversation.”
Lassett
seemed surprised, and his coloring shifted twice as he said, “I apologize. I sometimes
forget your social conventions.”
Benny
sighed and waved away the offense. “Why can’t I use the thing?”
“Venquist
has not yet directly affected your fate.”
“So
then let’s get him to do that. How do we make that happen?”
Lassett
inclined his head toward Sarah. “If she dies through Venquist’s actions, then
your fate will have been affected. At that point, the foil will accept your
right to its use.”
“If
she dies? What the-”
Sarah
put a hand on his arm. “Benny, that won’t happen. You won’t let it happen. And
Lassett won’t let it happen.” She turned to Lassett, her expression grave.
“Will you?”
He
bowed to her as if in agreement. It was not lost on either Sarah or Benny that
a bow was in no way close to a promise.
But
again, Sarah thought, what was the alternative? So she asked Lassett, “Will you
teach me how to use this?”
* * *
They
practiced in the clearing by the river, drenched in the sunlight and spurred by
the need to move quickly. The controls for the foil were simple: she aimed the
thing at what she wanted to affect and then simply thought of what she wanted
to have happen.
The
implementation, on the other hand, was extremely difficult.
Mental
control of the foil required supreme focus of thought, a feat made nearly
impossible by the sheer importance of what she was trying to do. Every time she
settled on a command, her thoughts drifted to Benny, or to her family, or to
Venquist himself, and the foil would become wildly unpredictable.
It
helped to use her other hand to steady the thing, as she’d seen Lassett do in
the past. But real control came from the mind, and until she mastered that, she’d
have no chance against a seasoned paladin like Venquist.
When
they broke for lunch, Benny began to walk over to Sarah. Henry waved him away
and put his arm around her shoulders.
“Take
a walk with me, kid,” he said, nudging a smile out of her.
They
walked along the river bank, returning the waves of three kayakers who passed.
When they were out of sight, Henry asked, “How’s it goin’?”
She
shook her head. “I can’t do it. Not even the simplest things, like getting a
pebble off the ground. If I can’t move a rock two inches into the air, how am I
ever going to get Venquist to leave this entire universe?”
“What
seems to be getting’ in the way?”
“I
don’t know.”
“Sure
you do. Tell me.”
She
sighed and met his eyes. They were enough like Benny’s to calm her, and she
found herself saying, “I get scared. I think about what will happen if I fail.
About what Benny would do if I die, about what Venquist will do to my family,
and I just…I can’t do it. And it doesn’t matter how hard I focus; I can’t keep
those thoughts from popping in there.”
Henry
nodded and looked out over the water, lips pursed in thought. After a moment,
he said, “Maybe you don’t have to keep ‘em out. Maybe trying to fight all that
is what’s givin’ you trouble.”
“But
Lassett told me to empty my mind. He said that’s how it’s done.”
“Well.”
Henry scratched at the graying stubble on his chin. “Lassett’s not human, now,
is he? Maybe what works for him ain’t what’s right for you. Here, bring me that
branch over there.”
She
looked where he pointed. There was a large piece of a branch about twenty feet
down river. When she began to walk toward it, he stopped her.
“No,
use the cuff.”
She
sighed and aimed the foil. Then she took another breath and tried to focus her
thoughts on the branch. She cleared her mind of every thought but that piece of
birch, imagined it lifting from the ground, floating gently toward them. The
thing quivered on the ground-
-And
then Benny’s face popped into her mind, the look in his eyes when he’d touched
her cheek. She tried to block the image, but it was too late. The branch
stilled on the ground.
“Now,
don’t give up,” Henry cajoled. “Try again, but this time, don’t fight whatever
pops into that genius brain of yours. Just let the thoughts flow. You have
thoughts for a reason; that’s the way your mind is supposed to work. Just let
them happen.”
She
tried again. Just like before, Benny’s face popped into her mind the moment the
branch began to shimmy on the ground. This time, she didn’t fight the image.
She let it rest there, a calming, centering thought, while the rest of her was
focused on the branch.
And
the thing rose into the air, a gravity defying miracle that made her whoop in triumph.
“It
worked! It worked!” She hugged Henry, and then she ran back to the rest of the
group. “It worked,” she told them, and she threw her arms around Benny.
He
hugged her back, burying his face in her hair for a moment before releasing
her. When he pulled back to study her face, he couldn’t help but return her
grin.
And
for the first time, she began to believe that they might prevail.
* * *
“We’ve
been here four days.” The deep rumble of Jack’s voice disguised his unease, but
even in the firelight, it was clear in his face. “If we’re not careful,
Venquist is going to find us before we get the chance to go on the offensive.
Sarah, girl, I know you needed to learn how to use that thing. But target
practice is only going to get you so far. I think it’s time we go hunting.”
“We’ll
go when she’s ready,” Benny asserted before Sarah could respond. “Pressure is
only going to slow that process down. I know you’re worried, Jack, but you have
to back off.”
To
prevent an argument, Lassett said quietly, “Venquist will not find us before we
are ready. The foils cannot track one another, and only the Invigilators know
where we are. They will not tell him.”
Sarah
lifted a brow. “Invigilators?”
Lassett
only shook his head. “That is a story for another day. But Jack is right. It is
time that we seek out Venquist. You are ready for this battle,” he assured her.
“There is nothing left for me to teach you. With practice, your skills might
improve incrementally, but the potential benefit of such change is debatable. I
believe the time has come to devise a plan.”
“I
thought you had a plan,” Henry put in, frowning. “She’s going to send him out
of this realm.”
“Can
you even do that?” Benny asked Sarah.
“I
did it today.” She looked away, not wanting to meet his eyes while the memory
of that was still fresh in her mind. She would never be able to explain to
another human being what it felt to send something – anything – outside their
realm of existence. To send inanimate objects had been strange, producing an
utterly unpleasant kind of shifting inside of her, a sense that she’d upset the
natural order of things. To send a living thing, even just a plant, had been
immeasurably more horrifying.
She
dreaded taking that action against a sentient being – even one as foul as
Venquist.
Benny
recognized the look on her face, though he’d never experienced anything like
its source. He put his hand over hers, and she gave him a weak but grateful smile.
“So
we want this to happen on our terms,” he said, squeezing Sarah’s hand. “We need
to pick the location, set up the chain of events so that they go the way we
choose. And then we bring Venquist to us.”
“Yes,”
Lassett agreed in his calm, understated way. His eyes shifted in color as they
measured Benny, and he inclined his head in a gesture of respect. “You will be
there.”
“Of
course,” Benny said, even as Sarah said, “No.”
“Sarah.”
Benny met her eyes with that show of strength that still had the power to take
her by surprise. “You asked me to understand why you couldn’t walk away from
this. You have to understand why I
can’t.”
She
swallowed, her fear suddenly and quite intensely amplified, and then she
nodded. “We need a place far away from people. I don’t want anyone else getting
hurt.”
“And
it needs to be open,” Henry put in. “So we can see him coming.”
Sarah
shook her head and gestured with the foil. “He can basically teleport with this
thing. We might not know he’s there until he’s just…there.”
“So
then we need to be ready,” Benny concluded. “Once he’s there, what do we do?”
“Hide
the foil from him,” Lassett told Sarah. “What we are trying to do has never
been attempted before. As long as we maintain the element of surprise, he will assume
you to be defenseless. And you must let him strike first. This will ensure that
the foil recognizes your right to use it against a paladin.”
“What’s
to stop him from killing her with the first attack?”
“The
blow does not have to land to be recognized. As soon as he launches any sort of
attack against Sarah, she will be able to defend herself. And then,” he shifted
his gaze to Sarah, and the golden brown slid silkily into green, “you
counterstrike. Once you, an oppressed, send him out of the Twelve Realms, he
will never be able to return.”
“So
where do we take our stand?” Henry asked.
“We
can use the farm.” Jack leaned forward, far more comfortable with talk of action
than with the wait that preceded it. “I’m the only one who lives there, and
there’s no one else around for miles.”
“Perfect.
How do we get him to come to us? Do we call those…the…”
“Invigilators,”
Lassett replied with a small smile. “I could contact them, but such a thing
takes time. I would have to leave this realm to do so, which requires the use
of the foil. You would be unprotected in my absence.”
“We
can use the phones,” Benny suggested. “I thought we might need them eventually,
so I took them apart instead of destroying them. They’d be easy to fix. All I
did was turn them off, remove the GPS and SIM cards, and take out the batteries.”
When the others just stared at him, he shrugged sheepishly. “It might have been
overkill.”
Sarah smiled, a far brighter gesture than the
one she’d given him minutes before. It was one of her sweet, appreciative
smiles, the kind that was only for them, and for three heartbeats, he forgot
where they were. He forgot what they were doing, forgot what was to come.
Looking at that smile, at the way it lit her eyes so beautifully, he realized
that this was a moment. A point in
time that he would always remember, that he would visualize in the future when he
needed to simply see her face.
And
abruptly, he realized what a fool he’d been. He’d wasted the last four years of
his life watching her from the seemingly impassable distance of friendship, too
afraid of losing that friendship to risk asking for more. And now they were on
the cusp of something unfathomable. They were actually planning a scenario in
which she would risk her life, and all his fear and hesitation suddenly
seemed so childish.
And
unforgivably stupid.
“Sounds
like we got ourselves a plan,” Henry said, knowing his son well enough to
understand the look on his face. “I think it’s time we all turn in. We got
ourselves a big day tomorrow.”
* * *
Benny
lay on his back, staring at the stars – an impressive array that should have
brought him peace. Instead, he struggled to hold down his dinner.
Since
they’d been here, he’d been lulled into a false sense of calm. Watching Sarah
train, talking to his father – something he’d come to realize was an entirely
different experience when Henry was sober. And, he understood now as an awful
fear churned in his gut, believing on some unspoken level that a hero would
swoop in to save them all. That this fight, which couldn’t possibly be a human
fight, would be taken out of their hands.
And
then he wouldn’t have to watch the love of his life put herself in harm’s way
to stop a psychotic killer.
If
the asshole had had the decency to come after Benny instead, then he would be the one taking a stand
tomorrow. And Sarah would be safely far away. It was a small comfort that he’d
be there when Venquist attacked. There was no way he was going to let that
first strike get close to hurting Sarah.
But
that just didn’t seem to be enough.
Giving
up on sleep, he rose to take a walk along the river. If he couldn’t get any
rest, then at least he could figure out all the ways he might need to protect
Sarah tomorrow, so that she could do what she’d set out to do.
* * *
Sarah
heard the rustle as Benny stood. They’d taken to sleeping next to one another,
a habit she secretly thrilled in. When he didn’t return after a few minutes,
she walked to the river’s edge to check on him. She found him easily, a
silhouette in the moonlight that was familiar enough to warm her heart and
mysterious enough to give it a little flutter. Taking a moment to relish the
feeling, she just watched him. And then she walked over.
“You
okay?”
Her
voice was soft in the dark, a little worried, a little sleepy. At the sound of
it, Benny sighed. “Yeah. Just couldn’t sleep.”
“Wanna
talk about it?”
He
studied her face. Even in the moonlight, he could see the circles under her
eyes. The last thing he needed to do was add to her worry.
“I
just can’t stop thinking about…” He paused, letting her mind conjure all the
things that could have kept him up. And then he finished, “A shower. I don’t
think I’ve ever smelled so bad in my life.”
When
she laughed in surprise, he smiled, immensely glad simply to have brought her
some humor on the eve of such an event.
“I
think we all smell terrible. Trying to bathe in the river probably only made it
worse. It’s gotten to where I don’t even notice it anymore.”
Benny
smiled. “Maybe that’s all the weapon we need. The five of us can just surround
Venquist and banish him with our collective stench. Except maybe Lassett. I don’t
think he sweats.”
“He
sweats,” she supplied. “I’ve seen it. I think his body works just like ours,
except that it’s not quite…real. And his blood is actually his soul. Or
something like that.”
“I
can’t even wrap my head around it. And I don’t know why, but it totally weirds
me out that he eats.”
Sarah
laughed again, tears coming to her eyes. “I know. And what was with the Invigilators?
What the hell was that?”
Benny
shook his head, grinning. “Don’t even ask. I don’t want to know. This is already
too much for me to process.”
Caught
up in the moment, he ran a hand over her hair. Imagining what it smelled like
after she washed it almost brought a fresh wave of hilarity mingled with the
nostalgia. Then her smile softened, deepened, and he was reminded of that moment by the fire. Giddiness quieted,
and he took her hand.
“Walk
with me?”
His
heart was starting to beat uncomfortably hard in his chest. He knew what he
wanted to say. He’d been planning it for years, choosing the perfect words, the
perfect setting, the perfect time. And now, when he was faced with the
knowledge that there might never be a better time, all those plans seemed to
have dissipated.
And
he was left with only a pounding heart, the sound of the river, and the feel of
her hand warm in his.
“I
keep thinking about the movies,” she said, unwittingly granting him a reprieve
that was not entirely welcome. “You know, how any time they show you the plan
beforehand, something always goes wrong. It’s only when you don’t know what’s
going to happen that things seem to work out.”
When
Sarah felt a tug on her hand, she realized Benny had stopped walking. She
turned to find him staring at her, and he looked quite simply struck.
“I
have to tell you something,” he said, and it was as if the words had been
pushed from his chest. “I’ve been wanting to for years, and I…. But I was…” He
stopped, took a breath.
And
the words simply came.
“I’m
in love with you.” Her mouth popped open, a tiny “O” of surprise that looked
utterly kissable, and his blood rushed. “I have been since the day I met you. I
should have told you, but I didn’t want to lose you. And since this started, I’ve
been kicking myself for that. For wasting four years of holding you, being with
you, being your person.” He touched
her cheek and saw with no small amount of fear that tears had welled in her
eyes. “If you’ll let me, the moment you send that asshole into oblivion, I’m
going to make up for lost time.”
Sarah
couldn’t get her breath. She couldn’t think through the feeling coursing
through her. Couldn’t, for the life of her, have said a word. She managed,
somehow, to force her head into a small nod. He smiled, nerves transforming
into joy. And then his smile shifted into a wicked and surprisingly sexy grin,
and she shivered.
And
then he kissed her.
It
was more than a meeting of the lips; that was certain. But oh, there was
something to be said for the sheer passion of the kiss. The feel of his arms
around her, the things he was doing with his mouth that inexplicably made her
knees go weak. Shockingly, deliciously, she had to hold onto his neck to stay
upright.
And
tunneling through and over and around it all was the knowledge – the utter certainty – that he had always been, and
always would be, her person.
And
then he was ripped away from her.
Sarah
had one heartbeat to process the sight of Benny being flown through the air,
wrapped in an orb of unbreakable blue. Another heartbeat to recognize Venquist,
floating over the river, with a horrible smile that seemed to break the lines
of his face. She said No with lungs still
light on air from the kiss.
And
then Benny vanished.
“NO!” She aimed her foil at Venquist,
instinct and training taking over thought, anguish, and fear.
Venquist’s
smile widened, and then he vanished, too. In a flash, the stories she’d heard and
the things she’d seen over the last few days flashed through her mind. Soldiers
being vaporized with a flash of blue light. Possibilities so overwhelming that
they could not be contained within this realm.
Venquist’s
mad plan to develop a new and wholly different universe.
And
she knew where he’d taken Benny. Desperate, unwilling to believe that she might
be wrong, Sarah aimed the foil at herself.
And
then – with a mix of thought, magic, and faith – she sent herself into the fabled
thirteenth realm.
* * *
Silent.
Empty.
Weightless.
A
sheen of white that seemed to press against the eyes, revealing nothing.
A
complete lack of air, accompanied by the oddly insufficient presence of mind to
fear suffocation.
A
shadow – or a face? Featureless but for solidly brown orbs that seemed like
eyes, membranous skin the color of rain, a whispered question that sounded only
in her head in a language that was a mere continuum of muffled sound.
A
push against her chest: solid, like the heal of a hand with the force of a
tank.
A
tumble backward that felt impossibly stationary: no physical input that her
body moved, no visible proof – but her mind was utterly certain.
Then:
pop!
And
she was standing on the river bank. Her lungs convulsively sucked in air, and
her knees threatened to buckle at the sudden gravity. Venquist floated above
the water, unmindful of her, his face lit with chilling glee.
Benny
lay on the ground beside her, free from the blue, terrifyingly still.
“Benny!”
She
knelt beside him, yelled for Lassett and Henry though she didn’t hear herself
make a sound. Even as they clamored through the undergrowth toward her, she was
checking Benny’s pulse with shaking fingers.
“He
is alive,” Venquist said as the others arrived, his eyes shifting slowly, never
settling on one thing before they moved to examine something else. He added
absently, “If I had killed him, you would not have done what I wanted you to
do.”
His
voice drifted toward her, an odd echo that seemed to fragment and hover in the
air. She suddenly realized that nothing was as it should be. The light of the
moon looked broken, sparkling in miniscule pieces that fluttered away with the
push of her breath. A whisper flittered through the air around her: a sort of
buzzing with no discernible source. And…
Something
was drifting away from her skin.
Thin
tendrils of…color. She ran her fingers through it, and her heart was shot
through with heat and light, with passion, love, hope, fear, rage. The color
was seeping from everything: the grass, the trees, the water. Even Benny seemed
to emit a trail of light, every strand of it moving gently upward.
She
turned to Venquist in horror. “What have you done?”
And
he finally looked at her, the wonder still clear in his eyes. He cocked his
head, as if she were the most curious thing he’d ever seen. And he said, “You still
do not understand.”
“Understand
what?”
“I
did not do this.” He smiled, and his eyes rose slowly toward the sky. She
followed his gaze, and her breath left her.
The
night was torn.
A
great, reaching gash seemed to bleed upward into a black so absent of color
that it consumed all that drifted toward it. The sky was rent down the middle, the
stars simply…gone. And in their place was a vast nothing. The wisps of color
seeping away from everything she could see were drifting up toward that orifice,
as if the very essence of the world was departing.
“What
is that?” she asked on a hitch of breath.
Venquist’s
smile faded, as if even he was frightened by the phenomenon before them. “Extraction.”
“Extraction.”
Beside her, Lassett’s voice was cold and flat in a way no human could produce. “You
could not have done such a thing.”
“What….”
Her breath hitched again. The air was growing thin, she realized. Drifting
upward toward that vacuum, so that what remained grew less breathable by the
second. “What does that mean?”
Lassett
asked Venquist in that awful voice, “Have you done it, then? Have you destroyed
this realm for the sake of another?”
Henry
looked up, Benny’s head on his lap. Sarah stared at Venquist, her hand
clutching Benny’s lifeless fingers convulsively. Jack cursed, but it was a
pointless, ineffectual sound.
Venquist
shook his head, barely aware of them now. He said to Lassett, “I told you, I
did not do this.”
And
then he aimed his foil at himself and shot up toward the rip in the sky.
“What’s
extraction?” When Lassett didn’t answer, Sarah grabbed his arm. That strange
feeling that he was not human – that he was other
– swept her, but she ignored it. When his shifting eyes turned to her, she
asked, “What’s going on?”
“I
believe that,” he gestured toward the laceration above, “is a gateway to the
thirteenth realm. It is taking what it needs from the realm that birthed it.
Eventually, it will turn all of this potential into something utterly different
from anything in your experience.”
“Are
you saying it’s feeding off of us? You have to stop it!”
His
eyes flitted uncontrollably from one color to the next, a visible spectrum of
distress. “I am afraid I cannot. Only the foil that created the gateway can
close it. Only Venquist can stop this now.”
Panic
reared within her, blackening her vision at the edges. The buzz around her was
growing louder, and she found herself raising her voice to compete. “There has
to be something you can do.”
But
he only watched her, the sadness in his eyes intolerable to see.
“Then
I’ll get Venquist. I’ll make him stop
this.”
“You
cannot. Venquist has gone into the thirteenth realm. If you follow him, you
will die.”
“You
don’t know that.”
“I
do,” Lassett insisted. “It is a different universe. Most of the Twelve Realms do
not support life such as yourself. If you were to try to visit them, you would be
decimated upon arrival – with no sign that you had ever attempted entrance. The
thirteenth realm might be so alien as to be completely unsupportive of your
life form. The only way to know would be
to go there, an endeavor which you would almost certainly not survive.”
“What
other option do we have?”
“No,”
Henry said before Lassett could respond. “No ‘other.’ You’re talkin’ about this
like you’re thinkin’ about tryin’ it, and that ain’t gonna happen, sweetheart.
Benny would never forgive me if I let you die on my watch.”
“Henry,
if I do nothing, he won’t survive long enough to be mad at you.”
Unwilling
to accept an untenable choice, Henry’s gaze turned fierce. “Ain’t happenin’,
Sarah.”
Sarah
looked at Lassett, but he only shook his head. The noise was decibels louder
than it had been only seconds before; the air was less and less accessible. The
hole in the sky was growing, the black steadily overcome by the offerings of the
twelfth realm until it was shot through with light and pigment. A great, dark
mass moved across it, a blue-black ripple that blotted all else beyond it, and
an odd, unearthly wail shuddered across their sky. Utterly chilled, Sarah
looked at Benny and wondered if she was just supposed to sit here and watch as
their world was destroyed.
She
touched the foil still on her arm, her gaze turned up toward that steadily
increasing chasm. She said, “The hell with this.”
And
she stood and pointed her foil toward the gateway.
Her
eyes glowed otherworldly green in the oddly fragmented light. Color rose from
her skin, shimmered away from her hair, feathered through her breath. Her
essence, drifting away to fuel a universe that never should have been.
And
her foil began to emit light.
It
was strong, true, a brilliant blue that shone straight and didn’t fragment like
the rest of the world. It was not affected by the pull of the new universe
above them, and so it didn’t falter on its path toward the rip in the sky. It
shone there against that gash, the color so bright that it burned.
And
the tear in their universe began to close.
It
started with the tinier shreds in the fabric of the sky. They sealed themselves
together with hot white flashes of light that looked like a lightning storm
might if one could watch it from a thousand miles away. It gave them all the
impression that that hole was far more immense – and far more distant – than
any of them had realized.
Behind
her, Lassett whispered something that sounded like, “Impossible,” but Sarah
barely noticed. It took every ounce of her concentration, all of her strength,
to keep that blue light working. In the back of her mind was the fear that if
she were to let up, even for a second, the gateway would realize that she didn’t
have the right to affect it. The whole thing would open up again – perhaps even
wider than before.
Suddenly,
a pulse of blue that was not her own shot through the gap. She had a split
second to understand that Venquist was back before he materialized in front of
her.
And
then he aimed his foil toward the tree beside her, and the massive oak began to
topple onto her.
Sarah
turned her foil toward the tree and pushed it away, and the thing lifted up
into the air and fell on its side with a gigantic crash. The debris puffed into
the air like a cloud, and Sarah was reminded of the table which had splintered
in the library days before. Only this time, the bits of tree, soil, and leaf
began to float, gently separating from gravity in an ever upward drift toward
another realm.
Sarah
had been right. Without the power of her foil, the gash was indeed starting to
widen again. But before she could try to close it, Venquist began to attack her
in earnest. Boulders, trees, waves of river water. The moment she deflected one
weapon, another rose to take its place. The barrage was incessant, inescapable,
and she barely had time to defend herself. As her strength began to wane and
her reaction time to slow, she realized he might defeat her simply by wearing
her down.
And
that was unacceptable.
Though
it left her vulnerable, she aimed her foil at Venquist. The shock registered on
his face a split second before she fired. A rock the size of a watermelon slammed
into her shoulder, battering the bone with tremendous force, just as the light
of her foil speared toward him. The deflection prevented her strike from
sending him out of the Twelve Realms, but it did propel him through the air. He
landed on the opposite river bank hard enough to rip his living shell. Bits of
his life dust shimmered in the air around his body as he stood.
Unmindful
of his injuries, he aimed his foil at his feet, creating a blue disc that rose
up to hover in the air. He rode that disc over the water, until he rested feet
above the surging waves. He grinned as if all of this had gone according to
plan, but Sarah wasn’t fooled.
The
balance of power had shifted.
She
stood at the ready, her right arm limp and throbbing at her side. Her foil was
pointed at Venquist, and she thought she still had the strength to banish him
forever. But there was one question that had occurred to her in the moment her
foil had moved him across the river. Something she feared signified a far greater
power than she’d previously guessed.
“How
did you send other people to the thirteenth realm?” He only continued to smile,
but something in his eyes seemed to shift in surprise. “That’s what you’ve been
doing, isn’t it? But it you shouldn’t be able to. The foil isn’t supposed to
work on anyone with free will. The only reason I can use it against you is
because you’ve oppressed me. So how did you use it on all those other people?”
Instead
of answering, he asked, “Is it not interesting that Lassett chose you for
exactly this potential? He had no way to know, of course. He saw only that you
possessed the capacity to create great progress. How could he have guessed that
this would be the progress you would create?”
An
awful sort of tingle began to work its way down Sarah’s spine, as if every
nerve in her body fired in a wave. Something Lassett had said tugged at the
back of her subconscious, but she couldn’t quite bring it to the surface.
Telling herself not to be drawn in by Venquist’s attempts at distraction, she shook
her head.
“I
didn’t do this,” she insisted. “You did.”
“No.
I could not.” His voice was so eerily calm it sent chills skittering over her
skin. “I tried. For a thousand of your years, I tried. I sent livestock,
people. Entire villages, and then entire armies. I focused my efforts on love
at first, and then rage. Fear, horror, triumph, genius. No matter what the
possibilities, nothing I sent from your realm ever generated its own universe. Finally,
I realized it was not for me to create. It was not for any paladin to create.
Such a task could only be accomplished by an oppressed.”
He
smiled at her again, and the look had nausea churning in her stomach. She
thought of Benny on the ground beside her, her family hundreds of miles away.
Every person who at this moment was comfortably asleep in their bed. On the other
side of the world, people were going on about their lives, oblivious to the
fact that all was about to be destroyed.
She
shook her head. “I didn’t do this,” she repeated. But her voice was weak.
“It
seems that I owe you a debt of gratitude. You have done what I could not do.”
He lifted his arms up, palms open, toward that steadily growing chasm. “By
trying to send yourself to it, you have created the thirteenth realm.”
The
words held the horrible ring of truth. Though every ounce of her wanted to deny
it, she realized that would be a waste of time.
“If
I did this, then I can undo it,” she said, her voice sharpened by false
bravado. Without looking at it, she knew that the gateway continued to grow,
the air around her rushing toward that entrance with ever increasing speed. The
din continued to amplify, and she had to shout to be heard over the noise. “Tell
me how you banished all those people.”
But
Venquist only said, his words an echo of Lassett’s, “Tread lightly. Progress
has its own end. It is not for us to judge the value of it.”
He
was too confident. He was too calm, completely certain he could deflect any
attack she levied.
And
it was starting to piss her off.
She
thought of a way to take that smirk off of his face, but the result would be
horrific. And then she thought of the thousands he’d killed, and any ounce of
sympathy she might have felt for him fled.
Sarah
aimed her foil at his left arm, where his own weapon stretched from wrist to
elbow. She reminded herself that his body was only a shell, and then she fired.
And
his arm ripped from his torso and flew through the air, flinging a spray of white,
shimmering dust as it went. The blue disc he’d stood on disappeared, and on a
cry of surprise rather than pain, he dropped into the water. Sarah used her
foil to lift him from the river, set him on the bank far enough away to keep
him from being any sort of threat.
His
life dust began to drift away from his open shoulder, up toward the thirteenth
realm, so she sealed the wound with her foil. That incomprehensible dust was
the true Venquist. If she let it escape, she wouldn’t be able to banish him
from the Twelve Realms.
Venquist
stared at her, his jaw slack, his coloring shifting rapidly, and she realized
that for the first time, he was truly afraid. She pointed her foil at his
midsection, and she asked again, “How did you hurt all those people?”
“They
allowed me to.”
The
answer drove up her ire again, and she shot a stream of blue into the ground at
his side. “Don’t bullshit me, Venquist. No one gave you permission to hurt
them. How?”
He
shook his head, his eyes wide. “Not the humans.”
Behind
her, Lassett said softly, “No.”
Sarah
frowned, glanced at him, and then back at Venquist. “Then who?”
“The
Invigilators.”
“Why?”
It was Lassett who asked the question. He rose to stand beside Sarah, and in
his sudden fury, his eyes glowed with a horrible light. “Why would they do such
a thing?”
“I
do not know.”
“Then
why did you help them?”
Venquist
looked surprised at the question. “To see if I could.”
The
clamor became a rumble, the rumble a deafening roar that hinted at a crescendo in
each moment, until it immediately became impossibly louder.
And
then, as if the pull of this universe was no longer sufficient, Sarah’s feet
lifted from the ground. As she began to drift up toward that terrifying maw of
possibilities, she wondered if she’d waited too long. And still, she couldn’t
stop staring at Venquist.
He
looked so pathetic now. Broken and utterly defeated. A part of her whispered that
perhaps that was punishment enough.
He
nodded at her, as if he knew her thoughts, and he said, “You understand now. It
was not my fault. They told me to do it.”
And
that, she realized, simply wasn’t reason enough.
“You
should have said no,” she told him.
And
then she sent him out of the Twelve Realms, permanent banishment of a being who
had indulged in unforgivable evil to help satisfy a curiosity.
* * *
The
gateway between this realm and the next was ever widening, stretching for more,
as if it were not merely the unintended product of Sarah’s actions but a being
unto itself with a purpose all its own. She aimed her foil toward the gap, but
even as she did so her body drifted closer to it. She had no leverage, nothing
against which to brace herself, but there was no time to try to find a better
position.
Her
world was ending.
She
sent every ounce of her concentration toward the threat above, and the edges of
the gap began to fire once more. She thought the break would close, that the
edges would seal themselves together – but they didn’t. The pull of the
thirteenth realm was too strong. It sucked the life from this universe with
such strength that the sheer flow of potential was a force Sarah could not
overcome. Small capillaries burst in her nose, her ears, her eyes, with the
force of her effort. She began to cry, a silent, horrible admittance of defeat
that the rest of her refused to accept.
And
then she heard his voice.
Benny,
calling her name from somewhere below her. At first she thought she’d imagined
it, but then she heard him again. And she knew in that moment that she would
succeed.
She
could do anything if it meant keeping Benny alive.
She
focused her thoughts on him. Let the image of his face drift through her mind,
let the sound of his voice fill her. She felt the knowledge of his love swell
within her, strengthening all the pieces of her that had been ripped to shreds
by this impossible endeavor.
And
the gateway, that seemingly indomitable path to a ravenous realm, began to
close.
* * *
Silent.
Empty.
Weightless.
A
sheen of white that seemed to press against the eyes, revealing nothing.
A
crushing mass against the chest, blocking all air.
Sarah
moaned, fearing the suffocation, dreading the featureless face that was surely
coming to tell her all was lost.
Sarah.
The
murmur fluttered through her consciousness, a siren’s call to wake, to open her
eyes. She resisted, and the heft hit her chest again.
Sarah!
Something
familiar about that voice. Something warm, soothing…. It made her long for the
love she’d just found, and tears welled at a loss that was too devastating to
consider.
Benny,
she tried to murmur, but her voice wouldn’t work in this airless space.
Then
suddenly, her lungs convulsed. A painful influx of oxygen, devastatingly cold against
the raw tissue of her throat. Her body heaved, fighting its way toward life,
and her eyes opened against her will.
Stars.
All she saw were stars. And then…Benny.
“Sarah,”
he said, and she realized he was crying.
Her
lungs convulsed again, and her fingers clawed at the dirt. Her mind understood
what she was seeing before her body recognized that it truly was alive, and she
whispered, “Benny.”
And
then she was in his arms, and everything that had been cold within her warmed.
“You
weren’t breathing,” he said against her ear, his face buried in her hair. “I
didn’t think you were going to wake up. I thought…” He shuddered and held her
tighter, and Sarah shut her eyes and squeezed back with her good arm.
“What
happened?” Her voice was weak, the effort to make any sound incredibly painful,
but they heard her.
“You
closed the gateway.” It was Lassett who spoke. She opened her eyes to see him
kneeling beside her, his face a reflection of respect. And his eyes looked
unbearably sad.
“Venquist?”
“Gone.
You sent him from the Twelve Realms. He will never return to hurt anyone in
this universe or any other.”
Benny
slowly eased back, though he kept an arm around her, and she saw in Lassett’s
face that their victory was not of a war, but of a battle.
“Was
he telling the truth? Did the Invigilators do this?”
Lassett
looked as if he didn’t want to answer, but he finally said, “I believe he spoke
the truth.”
“Do
you have any idea why they might have done this?”
He
shook his head, his expression growing grim. “I do not know. But…”
“If
they did it once,” she finished for him, guessing his train of thought, “they
could do it again.”
“Yes.”
She
nodded, understanding as she studied him that he couldn’t fulfill a purpose set
forth by an entity that he could no longer trust. “What will you do now?”
“I
do not know,” he replied. But…there was something in his eyes.
She
studied him for a moment longer, and then she removed the foil and handed it to
him. “I’m guessing you’re going to need this.”
He
stared at it for long enough to make her think he wouldn’t take it. Then he
accepted it and held it carefully as he looked at her again.
“The
Twelfth Realm owes you its gratitude. You saved every living creature in this
universe from assured destruction.”
“Which
wouldn’t have been necessary if I hadn’t created the source of that destruction
in the first place.”
But
he was shaking his head. “You were manipulated into a position that would have
defeated most, and you persevered. I must apologize for my part in bringing you
into this, and yet, I cannot regret it. If I had chosen anyone else, I fear we
would have failed.”
He
stood, donned the foil with some reluctance. Pointing it across the river, he
used it to retrieve Venquist’s weapon. Sarah saw as it drew closer that it was
mercifully free from the arm it had adorned. Lassett caught it, considered it
silently, and then fitted it to his other arm. He looked at each of them in
turn, and then his eyes returned to Sarah and Benny.
“Your
future is still rich with possibilities. I look forward to watching it unfold.”
Then
he pointed one of the foils at himself, and he was gone.
They
sat in silence for a long moment, staring at the space where Lassett had stood.
Then Henry put a hand on Sarah’s shoulder and stood, Jack rising with him.
“You
did good, kiddo,” he said to Sarah. “We’ll go get the plane started.”
He
winked at Benny and followed Jack up river, and Sarah and Benny were alone.
He
still had his arm around her. Comforted, she drew close again and rested her
head on his shoulder.
“How
do we go back to normal after this?” she asked him. “Now that we know what we
know, how in the hell are we going to get back to real life?”
Benny
rested his head on hers. “I don’t think we can. Everything is different now,
and it always will be.”
Sarah’s
eyes grew bright, and she squeezed them shut. “We’ll find a new normal,” she said,
assuring herself as much as him. She thought of what Lassett had told them. “And
as long as we’re together, it’ll have endless potential. We’ll make sure of it.”
At
the sound of the plane’s engine sputtering to life, Benny helped Sarah up. He
pressed his lips to hers, a fierce branding of possession that she gave back as
good as she got, and then he pulled away. And then, hand in hand, they walked
together toward the start of their new normal.
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